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I woke up this morning full of Monday morning willpower!! Until I got to work, and saw that the willpower would be tested to the max….. To the left of my desk, there was birthday cake, with whipped icing, to the right there was a tiny buffet, with m&ms and Oreos, so I sat at my desk horrified all day waiting for the fat to attack me.  When the clock turned 5 I got out of there as fast as I could, I think that tomorrow I might call in sick!!!

I am so tired of feeling sorry for myself.  This weight problem is my fault and no on can fix it but me.  So this morning I decide that I was going to try running again.  It is not as easy since I am alot heavier than I used to be when I ran.  Could barely make a lap without feeling like I needed to call an ambulance, ha…. But I jog/walked about 2 miles and I have decided that my goal is 3.  I am sure that it will take a while to work up to but will be so worth it.  Wish me luck, and keep the 911 lines clear!!

So far this month I have done Atkins, Slim Fast and now I am back to Weight Watchers.  I just want to find something that will work for me so I can get out of this slump.  Lately I have been feeling like I am never going to get a handle on this.  I am so tired of the yo yo!!